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Teaching While Mentally Ill

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Imagine trying to teach while voices in your head are telling you your students are trying to kill you.  That has been a reality for Elyn Saks, a professor of law, psychology, and psychiatry and the behavioral sciences at the University of Southern California's law school.  This week Saks published an article in The Chronicle of Higher Education documenting her personal experiences with mental illness in academia.

Over the past few days, links to the article have been moving through academics' e-mail inboxes like wildfire.  There's good reason why.  Not only does Saks share some pretty startling experiences and talk about how she has overcome these challenges, but she also opens an interesting discussion on whether, when, and to whom an academic with mental illness might disclose her illness.  Here's an excerpt:

The first question you must ask yourself is whether to tell your chair and dean. I can think of arguments both in favor of that, and against.

One of the pluses would be the psychological benefits of not having a secret and being able to be open. More practically you might be able to get extra support, or formal accommodations under the Americans With Disabilities Act (ADA). You would serve as a model for other academics in your department and your students.

There are, of course, real pitfalls to telling, too. There is a tremendous stigma, still, around mental illness. People may believe, consciously or not, that you are unreliable or even dangerous, and they may fear you. They may think you can't do the work or your scholarship isn't good, even if it is very good. That may not be intentional on their part but can nonetheless have a big impact on your work life and your prospects for tenure.

Saks is the author of a memoir, The Center Cannot Hold: My Journey Through Madness.  (You can read a review of the book by a writer who has schizoaffective disorder herself at Femi-Nation.)

Mental health has become a big issue on college campuses.  Campuses with unusually high rates of suicide have worried about distressed and distressing students for several years, and the shootings at Virginia Tech in the spring of 2007 raised awareness nationally of student mental health.

That said, aside from mental health centers for faculty and staff on some campuses, there has not been significant attention paid to the mental health of those who teach students.  Anecdotally, there is evidence that mental illness in academia, particularly depression and anxiety disorders, are not uncommon.  Years ago, I attended an academic talk on mental health, and the presenter mentioned he was studying four disorders in a particular (nonacademic) population: major depression, bipolar illness, schizophrenia, and dysthymia.  Someone asked what dysthymia is—it's mild-to-moderate, long-term depression—and those in the room exchanged knowing glances.  Finally, someone said, "Ohhhh. . . It's what we all have."

Many commenters on Saks's Chronicle article shared their own experiences.  Wrote one,

Thank you for this brave and thoughtful piece. I struggle with chronic depression and find that academe is probably one of the best places for me, because of its relative flexibility (compared to many other workplace environments). However, I'm still not quite ready to be "out." I agree that coming forward would probably be a good thing, but it also presents more risk than I'm ready for. I really admire you!

Another has faced greater challenges:

I very much appreciate your article and walking the reader through an actual experience you probably have had many times. I suffer from chronic mental health issues, although not to the severity that you do. But nonetheless, they do have an affect on my ability to work at times. I do not feel safe in disclosing any of it to my academic employer. I often hear comments in the work place about people who "are depressed or whatever" are just weak and need to toughen up. I have attempted to get consideration for my "general health issues" in scheduling of courses and my duties as a program chair without much success. In fact, I have found the responses to be hostile. We need more people like you to come out into the open and speak up so that more of us in the shadows can also come out, without resorting to ADA or legal action, which I know in the end will be used against me one way or the other, because I don't work in an institution with tenure (proprietary college). Thank you.

A commenter on a post at Historiann shared her own experience

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Kim Pearson 5 pts

Thanks for bringing an issue to light that's only discussed behind closed doors. This is a wonderful post. We become accustomed, as academics, to working with students with a range of disabilities, but there is a lot of nervousness when we or our colleagues face the same issues. I've found our college's counseling services invaluable in helping me understand how to work with students and colleagues facing mental health issues in a professional way. In a way, my students have mentored me. Finally, I have to share one of my favorite articles about college students and mental illness - it was written around 1997 by one of my former students, Laura Cahoon: Little Jennifer, Happy At Last ( http://unbound.intrasun.tcnj.edu/archives/features... ). It's from the archives of our online magazine, unbound (http://www.tcnj.edu)

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paulag01 5 pts

I read Saks' book earlier this year & I have to tell you it is excellent.  Very honest and detailed. Really honor her for her willingness to be vulnerable and share this important topic.  Thanks for bringing it to the discussion here on BlogHer.

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Myinterpretation 5 pts

I am in the lucky position of being able to start my own little design unit since I had to stop working in a corporate atmosphere when the bipolar disorder I have got out of hand and and I would be running out of entitled leave within a short time. Medication for mental illness is always difficult to adjust and I didn't want the anxiety of my professional commitments.

Although I live in a country where the stigma towards mental health issues is very high, I chose to let my immediate superior and the director know as I'd felt the hypo-mania coming on. They were taken aback - they had thought I was working so hard and so well! :)

I told them as I knew that at anytime I could get into a trough and they needed to know that. Corporate world is pretty much 'dog eats dog' and I didn't want the company to lose business if I could not operate. I was at the head of a division (market research) and my sudden absences or prolonged absence would be a disaster. They were actually quite sweet about it - I don't know what was discussed behind my back - and said that I shouldn't worry about it.

Well, when I went into that inevitable depression I asked for my entitled leave but when there was only a month or so left of that I sent my resignation in. I was not sure I would be able to join back by then and I couldn't handle the feeling that I was letting 'the side down'.

I think all the people there now know about it. Those who can handle it keep in touch. Those who have a morbid interest drop in unannounced - I promptly refuse to see them as I refuse to see anybody who comes unannounced. Many who don't want to know or can't handle the knowledge have dropped out of the radar. 

I am OK with my little unit. Because I have total control, I can manipulate my involvement. The buyers are aware of the situation and make the kind of adjustments I wouldn't have thought possible. And I have a brilliant assistant.

In my experience telling people has been beneficial and appropriate, but possibly because I had the luxury of the ability to sustain myself for sometime without a salary coming in, and getting another job at my seniority level wouldn't be very difficult if I wanted to.

I will not look for a job again 'though as I think the anxiety of the knowledge that I could become unstable again would not be healthy for my condition.

My blog is about life with lupus and bipolar, good thoughts and bad and everything else. http://isis-thisisit.blogspot.com