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1. Politics is stupid
2. I'm fat
3. I have bulimia
4. I'm mentally ill
5. I was made to believe that I'm special. Today I realized that I'm not!
6. I hate my biological mother
7. I hate it when people emphasize 'changing the state of your mind' to be happy when I can't change my mind unless I'm already happy!
8. I hate this sexist, racist, agist world.
9. I wish I wished to be happy. But I think I find sickly pleasures from my misery!
10. I am the worst procrastinator ever!
11. I'm a coward fearing that I will never change for the better
12. I hate mind games.
13. I hate how there are more men then women in engineerig, physical sciences, and math.
14. I hate that I speak English all the time because I'm afraid to be judged for my poor mother tongue!
15. I'm so negative and I can't change that! I want to change it though!
16. I hate that I threw up twice today
17. Two assignments are due tomorrow and I haven't done any.
18. I couldn't care less about them even though my life may be dependent on them
19. I don't feel anything
20. I'm terrifed that I may settle for what I have now. But I have nothing.
21. I hate that I'm making this list like a childish loser
22. I've been a loser for so long and I still don't believe it
23. I hate my feelings
24. I'm afraid that I won't be proud of myself when I lie on my deathbed
25. I wish Santa was real.
26. I hate that my room is messy
27. My dad promised he would come to Canada and live with us and he didn't come
28. Sometimes I wish he would die so that I'm not afraid to let him down. Even though he's the most important person in my life.
29. I hate that I exist
30. I hate my body
31. I have nothing to wear
32. I wish I had called cops on my mother at those numerous times she tried to kill me and on everyday when she beat me, cursed me and other things I don't wanna admit I remember
33. I wish someone had called cops on her
34. I wish I had called cops on my neighbor when I heard their little kids and their mother scream their heart out everyday.
35. I hate the lies I always tell
36. I hate the smile I fake
37. I hate that I can't be honest wiht anybody
38. I hate that something about seeing a therapist scares the hell out of me and don't know why
39. I hate that I'm depressed
40. I didn't buy those painkiller I wish I'd bought
41. grammar
42. People using the term racism without knowing its definition
43. Violin
44. Korean high school kids
45. Korean high school kids' parents who force their kids into being 'studybots'
46. Food and fat
47. Korean guys
48. The guy at that company that I worked for during summer
49. The comment he made
50. His effin sweater
51. Who I am
52. Idenitity crisis
53. Fear of success
54. Happy people
55. Nuns
56. Girls in the magazine
57. my sister's dog
58. How my dad told me when I was young that the fishes needed to be put out on balcony during the winter and so the fishes died. They turend from orange-red to white with black disgusting dots on them. I still vividly remember their corpses.
59. How my crush in 4th grade didn't smile at me
60. My memories of childhood
61. Korean people
62. Canadian people
63. Bigotry
64. Globalism
65 Myself
66. Small grammar mistakes
67.Perkiness of happiness
68. Free will Vs determinism debate
69. I'm short
70. I'm not there
71. How French people eat their foods and waste foods
72. George Bush and everyone who voted for him
73. Wars
74. USA
75. The fact that Einstein didn't complete his unified field theory and so now I've got no clues about how the universe really looks like
76. My attittude
77. My expensive privatet high school experience that taught nothing but corruption
78. My hair is short
79. How much I've eaten
80. My pathetic nature
81. My poor genes
82. My addictions
83. People with good mothers
84. Girls hitting on my dad
85. Girls commenting on my dad
86. My telescope that is broken, or I put it together incorrectly or I don't know how to focus
87. Ban of thin models from runway and new fat models on runway who don't thinspire me
88. The reality of my existence
89. My consumption with philosophy of life and death and all that depressing stuff I don't need to think about
90. David Hume
91. People who've had it easy judging other people
92. Child abuse
93. Animal abuse
94. Political/Religious oppression
95. Ivy League universities
96. Carnivorism and the fact that I am a
