Frustrated, scared, impatient, mad,sad, angry! This is me right now. I have 2 boys that drive me nuts. Don't get me wrong. I love them with all my heart. They are 3 and 7 and they are constantly on my nerves. If I have just one at a time, I'm ok. I can handle that. But the two of them together I can not deal with. The hitting, bickering and the screaming. My 3 year old loves to scream at the top of his lungs. You know that blood curdeling scream that physically hurts your insides. I'm tired.
I'm trying to launch my new business. I'm starting a delivery service geared towards parents of small children. For parents like me who do not necessarily want to take their tired, screaming 3 year olds to the store for just a loaf of bread or baby formula. we will be offering everything from diapers, wipes, baby food, formula, milk,bread, etc etc. But we will deliver them within just a few hours.
Anyhow I am frantically trying to get the website and facebook going and it isn't going as well as I hoped. I want to go out and promote this fantastic idea I have. In the area where I am, there are soooo many moms and dads, but I am so scared. I want to go and pass out fliers and talk to people, but again I'm frightened.
What am I frightened of? I'm not really sure. I think I'm frightened of failure. What if I go out and pour my heart and soul into this and it fails miserably. What would people think? Why do I care? I need to get up off my ass, grow some balls and have the confidence that I can do and succeed at anything. Even if it fails, who really cares. No one except me and my Ego.
Ok. I feel better now. I am an empowered woman who can do and have everything I desire. it's in the works. I just need to be patient and not worry. ok, must go and scream at my child. Hmmmmm. I wonder where he gets his screaming from?