I could say a million times I am a strong and independent woman, but in reality is that really who I am?
I stay awake at night wondering am I the one who he truly wants?
Am I ever going to be good enough for him to only want me and only me?
What can I do to make him stay, or to even make him be loyal?
I run these through my mind constantly and wish I could build up the courage to bring it up to him. He wonders why I am always wondering what he is doing on his phone or who he is talking to.. that's because every time I look, I always find something.
I don't know what else to do..
how do I feel?
I am officially lost.