What I Learned from Irene & Billy-Joe-Bob

Well.  We made it through Hurricane Irene.  Our city looks like a war zone.  The damage is horrendous.  Had no idea.  The university here has shut down. {Universities usually don't shut down--unless the chancellor can't walk across the street from his house to his office.}

For us, personally:

a 150+ foot {I originally thought it was only 75!} oak tree fell onto our cottage

we lost numerous parts of our English cottage garden

various other damage throughout the yard and exterior

BUT, we are OK.  That's what is most important.

We all worked like horses all day and into the evening trying to get things to where we could function and cleaned up.

{Best Boot Camp workout out there!  I was tired of my daily workout routine, anyway!}

BUT, before that......I sat in a corner of the dining room and cried.  And ate Pumpkin Cheesecake.

thought it helped.  Because, once I had finished it---I stood up, pulled my boot straps tied-together tie-dyed jumpsuit straps, with the big hole on my backside up......I was ready to get on with it. {At least I thought.}

Not long into our work....it appeared.

I was stressed.  I was worn out.  I was sad.  I was disappointed.

No one could do anything correctly.

I opened my mouth and acid spewed all over my family.

I cried again.

A bit later I confessed. I apologized. I hugged.

But I thought.....did I leave any scars?  Maybe if I had cried in the corner and chewed on God's word and promises instead of Pumpkin Cheesecake--just maybe the acid would have been a bit more neutralized.

Flash forward many hours.....and Billy-Joe-Bob arrived to work on getting the tree off the house.

I'm not sure---but I think he had one tooth.

From the time he arrived acid spewed from his mouth in all directions.  In fact, acid spewed from his being---even when he didn't even open his mouth.

He was the most angry/hateful/bitter-acitng person I think I have ever been around.

He didn't like me.

And, I didn't really like him.

I offered to get him something to drink.  He cursed at me.

I offered to get him a cold rag when he knocked a hole in the top of his head. He cursed at me.

I said 'Thank you'.  He cursed at me.

As he worked---I watched and observed.

What in the world would make someone so full of acidic stench??

How does he live like that?

I kept observing...he already didn't like me, so I flat out stared at times.  Intently.

I learned something from Billy-Joe-Bob yesterday.

I learned that I don't want to be like that. But I was earlier in the day.

And I realized that a life filled with acid comes from running to Pumpkin Cheesecake, alcohol, tobacco, people, talents, gifts, shopping....... ANYTHING other than the God waiting to restore and fill us up with what we need to get through.

Yep.  I watched Billy-Joe-Bob. And I don't want to be him. {And I'm not just referring to the one tooth!?}

Next time I head for the corner of the dining room it won't be with Pumpkin Cheesecake.

{I'll save that for when I come out!}

Today....I'm very thankful for:

safety

help with all our needs

my family----with me

Billy-Joe-Bob

the new vast amount of sunshine coming into my garden

large holes in the ground....maybe for a pond?

a fresh start

a fresh outlook

a new day

Blessings to your Day~

 

Cottage in the Oaks

www.cottageintheoaks.com

 

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