why infidelity

you broke us, you broke all that was good, you broke the precious bond of sharing a home with a family

 our family you, me, our children that long for a cocoon of love

 

was it ever real, or was it always a means to find an end, did you ever love me, i am broken and flawed but so are you

 

how is it so easy to find another bed, beside another woman, to rest your head  did it occur to you that your family was hurting while you were holding another  

 

you broke us, you broke all that was good, you broke the precious bond of sharing a home with a family,

 our family  you, me, our children that long for a cocoon of love

 

how do i not feel  that i am not pretty enough, supportive enough, worthy enough, is it that I am not capable of being loved  

 

why is it that on Averi's 1st birthday I had to hear a voice message for you from another woman, or when at the end of my pregnancy with nate that I had to call other women to find out the truth...why did i have to be humiliated in front of our staff of your admiration of younger women while i was 8 months pregnant with noah

 

why at my lowest points of self esteem and vulnerability do you hurt me?  am i a person that has done so much wrong that this is a pay back  

 

you broke us, you broke all that was good, you broke the precious bond of sharing a home with a family,

 our family  you, me, our children that long for a cocoon of love

 

to be continued

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