Working Makes Me Feel Younger!

Yesterday was one of those days that I wondered why am I working.  I am almost 60 and began a new career at 58 using Quick Books Online.  The twenty years prior to that I was a stay-at-home mom, volunteer and personal assistant to my husband.  That sounds a little sarcastic but I have enjoyed those roles far more than when I managed a bank and owned a cross stitch store.  Raising 4 sons is fun especially when they play sports. My husband encourages me to do whatever I or not work.  Just be happy. So what happened to discourage me?

My business laptop crashed and now I have to find someone who can retreive my documents and emails.  I did back up most of the time but the last three months have gone by and I have been so busy that I didn't follow through. 

The question though that I have been asking myself is why do I feel so dumb.  Surely even younger women have had problems like this.  I think my expectations of myself are so high that I easily give up when something happens that causes me to question my abilities.  My boss wasn't upset (or didn't seem to be) but just asked that I replicate the reports.  Fine, no big deal except that it will take a lot of time to do so and as a part time employee that he tells people is over qualified, under paid and over worked, I don't want to spend hours replicating  reports that he doesn't look at. The end of year reports of course, but historical reports?

Again the question is why am I working at all.  Why not just enjoy going back to being a stay-at-home grandma, volunteer and personal assistant to my hubby?  The answer is that it keeps me young.  That's it!  I feel younger when my mind is learning new things and being challanged to think.  I feel younger when I have to get dressed up and drive to the big city and meet new people.  I don't think I am obsessed with feeling younger but it sure spills over into every area of my life and I look forward to the next 30 years as a vivacious woman! And my hubby likes me being vivacious!!!